BAD EXPERIENCE

i'mTRAUMATISED!!!

TODAY is definitely not my day. WTH. Nvr m i going to go out wif this guy. NVR!!!

Nvr forget his sweat+deodorant?colonge? WATEVA!!

bad sense of planning

BORING DAY!

DONT touch my hands!!!

he's not gonna read my blog..BUT HOW I WISH HE DID. Wasted my afternoon.

Suddenly, i missed the time spent with him in the past. watching a horror movie w/o lying in his arms, its freaking lonely. I hate it. I missed shopping with him. I missed all those little conversations we can have. I realised tht... the chemistry is not i can have with everybody. TODAY is zeroPERCENT chemistry. SUCKS!!! DEPRESSION AGAIN. WHY?!?!?!?! I nidda study. I NID TO!!!

Erm, in case u all r wondering y m i like going out wif a guy. Its just going out, literally. With his frend(s). This guy..met at the stadium?? He tried to befrend me. I decided to make frends. We talked n noe some things bout him. So its not a stranger. We were able to tok....so i thot it wasnt a prob. BUT, i dunno. He irks me. Irritates me. thts it. BAD EXPERIENCE!

But, ppl dun misunderstand orite. Not trying to be a flirt. I just thot its ok to go out, thts it. NTH much ok. pls refer to ABOUT ME section. The info given is still true. But i must admit he did tell me he like me. BUT ITS ABSURD LA. I dunno. i guess i m oso wrong in this thingy. BUT, i WILL LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES. I SWEAR.

Anyway, TML's a monday. I finally get to wear my uniform. BUT.....i havent tie my tie. Will i have the time tml morning? OPPS.

Haix..its a bad day, i noe. But i will learn..