Friday, May 23, 2008!
HandWritten on; 11:22 PM
I AM SO RELIEVED THAT JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!!!!!!
You don't know how much i needed this.
Life in J2, as expected, is really damn stressful. The constant reminders from teachers to perform well and the never-ending tests. MAN. I hope i will be able to get thru what's yet to come. We were warned that TERM3 will be even more hectic and, i could even barely breathe for the past few weeks! & well, yes i m elated that the holidays are here. LET'S BE HONEST. THIS IS NOT A HOLIDAY, it's like a STUDY MONTH FOR US. 2nd week and 2days in 3rd week are already devoted to extra lessons and lectures. 1st week, well, ECLUB CAMP and that's my final project in ECLUB. I hope i have enuff time for all the studying and work that has to be done.
Sigh.
So, i guess happiness is always shortlived(it seems).
Anw, just brief updates on the past few days.
Pics @ Talentime
PICS@ Councillors Investiture - VALEO
Definition of
blush (blus̸h)
intransitive verb
to become red in the face from shame, embarrassment, or shyness
to be ashamed or embarrassed: usually with at or for
to be or become rosy
& OMG, i can't believe that it happened unknowingly.
DAMN EMBARASSING.
I still feel so for you.
WHY!!!
Cheryl snapped a shot when i was trying to CONTROL..XDPICS @ SPORTS DAY 2008
BANNI WAS CROWNED BEST CHEERING HOUSE ONCE AGAIN!
YAY!
Thou, we're 3rd this year. Down one rank from 2nd(2007).
Disappointing but, participation rates just ain high enuff.
Nevertheless, I AM HAPPY WITH MY RESULTS this year.
3000m - CHAMPION!
1500m - CHAMPION!
800m - SILVER!
I AM SO GLAD. Kept my winning title for 1500m and clinched gold for 3000m. Last year, i came in 2nd for 3000m and this year, I HAD MY P.B(personal bests) for all my races. THAT WAS AWESOME! I was damn worried that i couldnt performed, and besides, i was in my best form then. It was also the 1st and WILL BE the last time i run 800m. I think i m cut out strictly, i repeat, strictly for long dist only. HAHA. It also marks the end of (my very short) running career. SAD but SWEET. KNEW A COUPLE OF GREAT FRIENDS IN T&F whom i wun forget. (:
with our winning glories!
a shot with fast fast sprinter, jianhe!(:
& with JEREMY CHIIIIIIOOOOOOOOONG ahhhh XDTHT'S Y IT WAS SUCH A BLAST THAT WEEK. HAD ALL THE RACES CRAMPED IN A WEEK. Thanks for everyone who gave ur encouraging words to me and the ever-supportive BANNI EXCO. MANY thanks to EVAN, RAY, PAMELA and many others. & the very prettay banners. (:
12thMAY2008
the day when i lost my very good friend.
It seems that no matter how i deal with it, i still end up losing you?
It was definitely a loss to me and yet, i m helpless at the same time. I dun think i have the means to save this friendship but i thot, i would have treasured this very friendship for a considerable amount of time if it had lasted.
You probably had your own rightful thinking which i wouldnt blame you. If i were in your shoes, i would probably have done the same way too. But still, does it have to end like that. LIKE THAT?
SO ABRUPTLY?
Pissed you may be...but, i really had not much of a choice.
Sincere apologies to you but that's all i can say.
I will miss you, my dear friend.
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Alright, that's all for the updates.
& i still nid to wake up at 5.30am just so i can reach BUGIS MRT @ 7am. The time now is 12:29AM. YAY. i m so so DEADDDDDDDD.
TAKE CARE ALL
&HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!
