Saturday, June 02, 2007!
HandWritten on; 10:42 PM
WOOTS!
LIYANA i m GOING CRAZY!
my heart pumped like mad
when i saw liyana's tag.
I almost couldnt believe what i have seen with my own eyes,
that she found my EYECANDY's friendster.
^^
THANKS DARLING!!!!! <3(one for u)
MY EYECANDY!!!!<33(two for him. :))
I finally found him! HEEX. A step closer. BUT, so what? i dun have the guts. ARRGGH. Nvm, he's supposedly my eyecandy, so not much action i can take. =\
Whatever la horxx? Dunno how to go bout it oso, OH WELL.
SIGH~
LIFE's DAMN CONTRADICTING
Today sort of wasted my whole morning at FUHUASEC.
DAMN
I was oredi feeling damn weak, i cheer with all my might but all i culd see are faces of sniggers and unacceptance on those external facillitators. F***.
WTH!!!!
I wasted my time as a MASSDANCE i/c just because they felt PUMPIT was too COMPLICATED for the children. FINE. I agree, even I dun learn it in a DAY. But, the thing is FUN what.
Nxt choice was OH MY DARLING. N everyone started saying tht these children will not want to dance with the opposite GENDERS. They will start crying n stuffs. AS IF WE R DEALING WITH AUTISM kids?!?!?!? MAKE SENSE NOT? They are like so OVER-PROTECTIVE n keep pouring BUCKETS of COLD WATER ON ME. This is a camp, i dun c how other professional camp instructors from other places will deal it differently? I dun remember those SARIMBUN instructors making sure tht we wun touch the guys hand in PRI 5 N PRI 6. I dun remember my friends n campmates crying just because these freaking guys are HOLDING THIER HANDS!!!!!
And these external facils are so SUPER NOT ENTHU ah wth. They are like wood blocks, hardly any energy n i really wonder y their camps werent as enjoyable as this yr's byJJ. Maybe they r jealous or just NOT RECEPTIVE to our ENTHU-ness, whatever it is i just find it unsuitable for them to be FACILS coz they r not up to mark. I understand tht they r oredi like in their 20s n 30s but surely if u VOLUNTEERED urself to be in this camp then PLEASE try to even show the ENTHUSIASM within u?
I m not saying tht i m not open to critques but surely its abit ridiculous? In a camp, the students are supposed to be prepared to expect some sort of physical contact. frm wat i hear, the students r really being described as autism kids with really no brains coz they will just stare at u when they dun feel like doing.
WTF
But, i oso noe tht these external facils are not prepared for today coz thr was a misscomm btw US JJstudents and them thts y, alot of things couldnt be prepared n the response wasnt as great as wat we expected. Fine, n i will just accept the reason tht they arent JJStudents thts y they culdnt switch over tht fast as we do???
Nevertheless, i can nvr expect childish comments from them n it seems tht these volunteers, over long period of time, have all started to behave like those kids tht they have described. Haix, DISAPPOINTMENT!
They really dun like our ideas, I HATE IT.
Haiz. I dun think i can do this camp anymore coz i have other commitments in school. =\ Sorry RICHIE, he's my new dance partner for tht camp. BUT oh well, look at the respond, in the end, no dance were taught, n i really dunno y m i thr. I M SICK, HELLO?
Nvm, I guess i have enuff sleep judging tht i slept at 2.30pm n woke up at 8.45pm. That was like the wrong timing to wake up coz i wanted to wake up at 5.30pm. i dunno wat happen to my hands at 5.30pm. Maybe i went to stop the alarm. ARRGGGGGGHHH. MY RUN, MY STADIUM, MY FATS(are still wif me)!!!!!!!
SIAN. Got alot of things to do, BYE FOLKS!
