heart.
Jasmine. H
05/09/1990 and
going NINETEEN this year.
PINK ftw but embrace the
RAINBOW just as much.
muaythai. yoga. run.
TUNE UP TO:
Keri Hilson ft. Kanye West & Neyo - Knock You Down
Lily Allen - Not Fair
Kelly Clarkson - I Do Not Hook Up
The Black Eyed Peas - Boom Boom Pow
Tuesday, June 27, 2006!
HandWritten on; 11:20 PM
HIE~ ITS A FREAKING TUES for me.
I want to apologise to MR SEOW coz i kept falling asleep in his class becos i'm sick. Really sorry.
N, I HATE MY FREAKING MOTHER. Who ever heard of being scolded for requesting ABSORBENT towels. ANY wrong? NO. ISIT WIERD? definately not. SO y do i get scolded. N MRS HAW, if u want to take sth from me can u even tok nicely. CANT I HAVE MY RESPECT TOO. i havent offended u today..did i? I HAD ENUFF OF U. I DUN WANT TO BE ANYONE"S DAUGHTER. WTFH. Y am i owaes the one being SCREAMED at? WAT farking privilege u have? JUST BECOME U R MY BLOODY MOTHER? fat hope. NVR. I HATE it.
R u even my muther? IF yes y do u treat me so DAMN FARKING "WELL" and BLOODY "SHYT" to my brother. JUST BECOS HE'S a GUY or HE's YOUNG and dunno a single thing...therefore can be voided from all the scoldings?? HELLO i m human too. MAYBE i m not URS coz i dun c myself being given birth out of ur womb. BUT I DO C MY BRO BEING IN UR WOMBS FOR 9mths or SO. SO he's definately ur DEAR SON. And YA, y do u have to mention money as a threat whenever u r angry? SO SHORT OF CASH then dun think of starting a FAMILY in the first place. DUN BRING ME OUT TO SUFFER. THINK I OWE U IN MY PAST LIFE. Whr got ppl say 10pm cut off time for the fan in the living room. INSTALL FREAKING FAN FOR WAT? deco? PUI. Children who r being left out r often kids who dun score well becos parents wants them to do well..I ACHEIVED THT...does it prove anything? NO. SO y do i still receive such treatment. EVEN some money to buy food oso have to be so stingy...just becos i didnt buy a packet of mua ji and bought takoyaki instead...IS A CRIME? U FED MY BRO LIKE A FAT WHITE PIG...CANT I EAT STH WHEN I FEEL LIKE DOING SO?
My gawd...i noe this is vry vry embarassing. TO ME, i feel like an ostrich but i really want to
pen type down my UNHAPPINESS. SO sorry guys. hope u all can understand. SO pls, be happy with ur parents if they r good. IF they arent then forget it.
If some of u can rmb, 2 days ago, i had prob saying out tht freaking word "ba ba" rite. I dunno how shld i say it..is just tht when i saw the words..i feel like its so unfamilliar to me. I hate mentioning it and it sarks. I dint like it...
Haix...hate my life...this is LIVING HELL. GOVT!! DO u noe tht poverty still prevails? DO STH PLS. or i would suffer. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Anyway, sumthing n the onli thing to be happy about is my ORAL. at least my mouth is still woking n did not sneeze.XD. I scored quite well and thts the onli consoling thing of the day. DEAR is sick. cant get close to him. SO HOW? =(((((
-anyone interested to donate cash to my NEEDY MOTHER? (jk...trying to be sarcastic)
[P.S: some readers might think i m not understanding as every parents have their own worries n stuffs. YES I NOE. but i m the one who have been thru the whole thing..n is still going thru so i noe the whole thing best..dun help my parents to say anything gd. BECOS they r bad]
