♦ let them hate as long as they fear.

heart.

Jasmine. H
05/09/1990 and going NINETEEN this year.
PINK ftw but embrace the RAINBOW just as much.
muaythai. yoga. run.
TUNE UP TO:
Keri Hilson ft. Kanye West & Neyo - Knock You Down
Lily Allen - Not Fair
Kelly Clarkson - I Do Not Hook Up
The Black Eyed Peas - Boom Boom Pow

Monday, October 31, 2005!

HandWritten on; 10:41 PM

BOO! haha...today i slept my whole morning off... then ate my lunch and set off for meeting...I finally show the public the pink earfone i bought - its nice n comfy! haha...then i boarded the bus...the bus's engine was so damn noisy until i m force to turn on the volume...grrrr...i have a qns...does this affects my hearing indirectly w/o me knowing it?? haha..i have absolutely no idea bout it...haha..then when i alighted n walked to the 913 bus-stop tht stoopid bus driver nvr c me...i m so big size oso cannot c..then juz drive away like tht...grrr..make me run infront of so many ppl...*bLusHeS*...haha...but lucky a bus came soon after tht...haha...this driver was more courtesy...i think i saw him b4 n he attempted to greet every1. He's polite...a pity this comment cant be seen by him but i think if singapore can have more of these ppl...it will make our trips and shopping experience to be more pleasant. Although positive comments will encourage and motivate one, however, it shld not be done for the sake of getting positive comments but have the thinking in mind tht giving your custormers/clients a pleasant exp wif them is mandatory and shld be done frm the heart. Dun you agree? I really think tht laughter is infectious....and could really brighten up someone's boring and restless day. (although i didnt luff to him i m trying to show tht providing a good service for ur customers is a must and will benefit both parties) In my opinion i think tht our service rating is fairly ok. Not most of the time you would get the most superior service but at least you dun see salesgirl throwing shoes for you to try. Sumtimes it is oso based on $$...u noe..haha..like those waitress...they will treat those caucasians like their idols or sth so tht they get the best treatment and of coz get the best deal in tippings...haha.. But then we cant push all the blame to them becos we customers play a part too. Sumtimes by having a black face on ur face isnt such a good thing if u want good services frm ppl...ur black face could juz shun them off and ur smelly attitude will make them irritated...they, too, have feelings so spare a thot for them!! Also, i agree that singaporean ppl give tippings a vry small amt. I reasoned out tht it could be becos they are not use to tht as our frequent place of eating is not restaurant but coffeeshops and normally we dun do tht. And i think we, singaporeans are better at scrimping and saving and knowing the importance of money. tht's y they r more conservative bout this idea of tipping.

Alrite...enuff of tht i guess sum r juz dozing off..haha...juz suddenly had so much to tok bout services. haha...NOW...i m short of money...omg...my hair is dying n i nid money for rebond. then i nid money for dar's bdae..othou is mths away but is STILL COMING..omg..haha...he oso want a mp3 player like mine..yea couple rox..haha..then i nid money for new shirts..then i nid money juz in case i nid to buy anything..omg....whr do i get them man....i hate to be poor n i vow to break away frm poverty!! hmpf..so angry..haha...

a sad news...but cant break it to the public first...or rather i m not sure whether to or not to...haha...sumone is leaving...sumone tht has brought me up...guiding me thru the 3 yrs and finding the star tht's in me. Darling was more affected.....coz he n this person were more close and share 5 yrs of memories and i think he is vry thankful of this person coz w/o he/she, he wuldnt be who he is now.....ya i agree...if nt he oso wudlnt be my darling le coz he will be loitering along the streets...haix....its owaes the time when u heard of sum1 leaving or THT HAS LEFT will make u sit dwn n ponder bout this person.....the latter was often the more heartbreaking for sumone close to he/she. Whenever such a thing happen...sumone tht is close to u...sumone tht is dear to u is leaving..you will start to think...many things. You would owaes ask urself y hadnt u treasured the times u have? Y muz u wait for sth to happen to cherish them n its often to late to do anything. Its so heart-wrenching.....when i heard of this news...i was sad...but the atmosphere was wrong..like a cheerful one...so i couldnt feel the tears. But slowly when it really sinks in..it hit me wif a thud sumwhr in my body...its really painful and i dun really like it....n of coz memories tht i had wif this sumone started flashing n flashing...this sumone earned my respect in a way and is a really really vry good _ _ _ _ _ _ _. This sumone is juz like a lighthouse guiding the lost boats and bringing them safely to the shore.. its juz like lighting up our path and bringing us back to the correct track. I admit i was abit devastated coz i nvr thot of this possibility......It came to us vry shocking and i cant really accept it...=(..I understand tht everyone has a time to go and embark on a new chap in their life but nvr did i expected this.. I m really vry grateful to him/her for all the guidance. He/she has really done a marvellous job and i really admired him/her for wat he/she has done....

arrggghh..haha..i m typing wif sth stuck in my throat...sth...dunno wat...its a feeling of sadness..bitterness...and regretful...........moral of the story..hope tht u guys out thr would cherish ur love ones.......really...or it would be too late...

now darling is asleep...he's tired frm his work..*sObx*..leaving me alone....haha..then have to find things to occupy my time..so i m blogging this long long entry...i think this is a vry fruitful entry and at least enlightening rite?? I dun even noe if anyone's reading...haha....