heart.
Jasmine. H
05/09/1990 and
going NINETEEN this year.
PINK ftw but embrace the
RAINBOW just as much.
muaythai. yoga. run.
TUNE UP TO:
Keri Hilson ft. Kanye West & Neyo - Knock You Down
Lily Allen - Not Fair
Kelly Clarkson - I Do Not Hook Up
The Black Eyed Peas - Boom Boom Pow
Tuesday, August 30, 2005!
HandWritten on; 11:20 AM
omg..juz nw at ard 1.30 am my father go crazy n called my fone. he blabber dunno wat n i thot it was some uncle..=X..then i hang up..after tht he send a msg n ask me use home fone n call him..then after that he anyhow scold scold scold...say i nvr go hospital wif my mother n bro...GOD NOES MY MOTHER N BRO WENT OUT..i was slping lor...n he ask me stupid qns like "i thot u slp le y now u wake up???"..wat onli...is him tht he ask me to call him de leix...n he woke me up in the first place. Wonder who's the idiot to invent beer...now everyone is suffering...then he ask me to come to hospital...WAT ONLI...i juz woke up onli and thr's sum1 shouting into my ears...then order me go hospital...he scold n scold n scold n i feel its really vry vry ridiculous lor....then i cry n cry n cry..hAIX...life's unfair...
after tht took a cab to TTSH...$17.00...he onli noe how to say dunno how to pay..owaes waste my mother's money...after taking panadol i m alrite le lor...n i dun need he's concern lor..say wat scared i will contract dengue...yes..i appreciate that...but tht doesn't mean he can shout at me..i m HIS DAUGHTER!!!! So..whr did i stop..oh ya i said i m alrite le...but he insisted wat...so wat to do..have to waste his money le lor...but didnt lor..in the end my mother still have to pay my medical fees...wth...how can like tht de...onli noe how to say this n tht but dunno how to pay money...
Haix..then when i reach hospital my mother said he went back home le...tht DRUNKARD...siao..he was the one who ask me to take taxi go ttsh n now he go back home to find me...C WAT BEER CAN DO FOR PEOPLE..nth but HARM!!!!
After tht i was suppose to register...then i heard a guy toking rubbish to the nurse...say wat his bro got no hp n he wants to c his father...but ttsh got a rule say onli one person can acc the patient...even the guard oso noe is fake lor..loLx..then the nurse took my temp and ask some simple qns..haha..
after tht it was waiting n waiting n waiting...but in btw guess wat happen....my dad is back n he made a big fuss of me not going wif my mother to ttsh...SIAO...then he shout like nobody's business n one kind-hearted uncle advise him to TOK ONLI, DUN USE VIOLENCE...nia u noe?? n my father was so damn angry n started scolding him n said wat u think u have a walking stick shows u r more wiser izit??? n said "u think u vry great huh...comment on me infront of everybody" n tHE WORST OF ALL IS THT HE SAID "WAT IF SHE(thts me) GOT PREGNANT".....wat the toot toot toot..is he force me to use vulgarities lor....he humilate me infront of the patients...i thot he owaes cared bout his damn face??? i tell u hor..tht uncle is rite lor...tok dun violent...he kik up a big fuss again...n the police came...HOORAY!!!!!! think he vry big...PUI!!!!!!! n they settled lor...lalalala~~~ n the police came n tok to my mother n me...haix...how weak of me..tok a few words n i cried again...=((((((...n tht police is vry good lor...he tell us wat to do if he really beat us n blah blah blah...
I M GOING TO REQUEST FOR A PROTECTION ORDER!!!!!!! this i can swear...lucky ytd he didnt hit me or anything or he DIE!!!!! wat a father...i dun nid such kind of man in the hse...SO wat if u brought me up wif all ur hardwork n blood but in the end to sacrifice all my childhood memories??? U beat me like nobody's business n i hate u!!!
well..back to hospital scene..when i m waiting...the nurse took my blood pressure n she ask me qns like when's ur last MENSeS...*stun*..my goodness..lolx...then i had difficulty toking to her..guess y??? Coz the blood pressure thingy vry tight!! LoLx...haha...suffering..lOlx...then wait n wait n wait..then finally is my turn le lor...a pretty A&E doc called my name...luckily dint pronounce wrong..hahaha...then she do some funny things on me but i understand tht all r part of the checkup to make sure i m alrite...LoLx...she hit my joints to c if i hav any reaction not..haha..then after tht she ask me touch my nose first then her finger quickly..haha...PASS..lolx...but a few times my aiming not accurate..lolx...then she said i have tension headache...haha..due to stress..wierd..lolX...nvm..then went home...
ah ha...his car had those funny impression frm the "accident"..wahahahaha...i dun care..is him who made me like tht...=\..
anyway..had prob slping after tht..think after ard 30 mins then slp bahx..probably my dar was slping..no one to acc me...so devastated ytd...=(((((
alrite...so notice the time...i did nt attend sch...coz have mc le...n my wierd mother actually ask me y didnt i go sch when in the first place she requested the doc to issue mc...-_______-''''...wat onli...-.-
well...have to go rest le..if not sum1 will be damn angry..haha...
-drink beer for all u want but at least dun make urself drunk coz u will look like a idiot by then
