heart.
Jasmine. H
05/09/1990 and
going NINETEEN this year.
PINK ftw but embrace the
RAINBOW just as much.
muaythai. yoga. run.
TUNE UP TO:
Keri Hilson ft. Kanye West & Neyo - Knock You Down
Lily Allen - Not Fair
Kelly Clarkson - I Do Not Hook Up
The Black Eyed Peas - Boom Boom Pow
Saturday, January 01, 2005!
HandWritten on; 9:37 AM
things juz change too fast for me...how i hope tht i was one of those TSUNAMI victims...so i wun get to hear those stuff...i m a failure...i m breaking down every moment...i feel tht i m in a car...driving towards a vry big tree which could mean immediate death if i were to crash into it...ytd...i didnt slp like wat ppl would do..in fact i cried myself to slp...tears juz kept flowing like a faulty tap...i have become such a depressed person full of emotions tht i almost hate myself for it...n i paid a vry big price for it....losing sum1 vry special to me...n i doubt even after losing him..i could find back tht tinge of happiness in my life...partially is my fault...i dunno how to ti liang..maybe thts wat he hates about...i regretted many things..thrs many things i wanted to do for him...y didnt i do it??? y didnt i???? i learnt cooking jus for his sake but i didnt get to cook for him...y did i hesitate?? rite nw...i m so unsure of my future...wat kind of person will i be w/o him?? i m feeling so lousy...n if anyone could volunteer to kill me...i would happily accept it...[[y didnt u tell me all ur problems...y did u hide it frm me...i got so many qns tht r left unanswered...]]till now...tears flowing down my eyes as expected...wat is this man...maybe i should take away my tear gland n be branded as a cold-blooded animal...thrs nth much i could do now...except to wait for him for his return....[[juz want to let u noe...u have juz made my heart shatter...but i dun blame u...coz i could still use this shattered heart n wait for u....even if it takes 4eva]]
